Tuesday, October 17, 2006
heyy.
back.
lots have been happening. and im pretty tired out. but yeah.
hm, lets see. went for 3 open houses on sat. acjc, ijc and vjc. very cool. then went to marine parade after vjc to just study. or more like chill out lah. heh.
one reason we went to vj was also cos of louis! haha. that boy. i tell u, he is soooooo skinny. his legs can fight with mine. =D and he can climb like super fast lah. its not human i tell u. he just flew up. really. ohman. i can't get that splitting image outta my head lah. it was just not human. blahhh
so anyway, after tt, got dragged to thiam siang's bbq. so together with hanthamlee we had to walk from area 3 to 1. dead far okie. but whatever.there were quite a few springfield-ers there. if i had stayed on, they would probably be my frens. haha. and may i add that roger, is this totally cute guy. extremely lovable. hes sec1 but he looks like p3. and hes in modern dance! imagine that! haha. ohwells.
rented pride with wen. once again am hooked on the show. and i got wendy totally in love with it. its probably my all time favourite drama or something man. guess i can relate alot to it. its passion. its love. its awesome.
i wanna learn ice hockey. haha. i love halu. i love yamato. i love no.12, whoever he is. heh. and pride is filmed very artsy-ly. which is nice. melts.
we also rented millionaire's first love. some korean movie. typical everyone die kinda thing. but quite sweet. =)
anyways like i said, im awfully tired. emotionally i guess. i always feel i can't handle anything anymore. but somehow, when pple come to me, i just manage to stay alive. amazing how God can do wonders huh?
i feel tired cos i always seem to be involved in stuff im never really involved in. im tired cos i seem to have to be the one to clear the shit that pple make. i am absolutely tired cos i have to do the studd pple don't wanna do. i am just tired. im tired of being tired. im not upset by anything or whatever. just tired.
now u guys all noe why i can't get a bf so easily. because alot of times, guys seem to be weaker than me. emotionally i mean. and its very tiring to be the strong one all the time. so the guy who is perfect for me would be halu. my no.9. i suppose i can relate alot to his character. however, halu isn't real. and he doesn't exist. so too bad. haha.
and may i add that my #9 #12 #13 are a gazillion times better looking than all the nathan hartono(s) put together. and muchmuchmuch more than a gazillion times better than the cathigh/slo/soloist guy. oh, and ofcos guys i noe. hahaha. but still, i love my human beings.
well, im ending off.
to all, i love u and thank you.
dear God, please, give me eyes to see, ears to hear, an understanding heart. please give me supernatural sensitivity and strength. amen.
back.
lots have been happening. and im pretty tired out. but yeah.
hm, lets see. went for 3 open houses on sat. acjc, ijc and vjc. very cool. then went to marine parade after vjc to just study. or more like chill out lah. heh.
one reason we went to vj was also cos of louis! haha. that boy. i tell u, he is soooooo skinny. his legs can fight with mine. =D and he can climb like super fast lah. its not human i tell u. he just flew up. really. ohman. i can't get that splitting image outta my head lah. it was just not human. blahhh
so anyway, after tt, got dragged to thiam siang's bbq. so together with hanthamlee we had to walk from area 3 to 1. dead far okie. but whatever.there were quite a few springfield-ers there. if i had stayed on, they would probably be my frens. haha. and may i add that roger, is this totally cute guy. extremely lovable. hes sec1 but he looks like p3. and hes in modern dance! imagine that! haha. ohwells.
rented pride with wen. once again am hooked on the show. and i got wendy totally in love with it. its probably my all time favourite drama or something man. guess i can relate alot to it. its passion. its love. its awesome.
i wanna learn ice hockey. haha. i love halu. i love yamato. i love no.12, whoever he is. heh. and pride is filmed very artsy-ly. which is nice. melts.
we also rented millionaire's first love. some korean movie. typical everyone die kinda thing. but quite sweet. =)
anyways like i said, im awfully tired. emotionally i guess. i always feel i can't handle anything anymore. but somehow, when pple come to me, i just manage to stay alive. amazing how God can do wonders huh?
i feel tired cos i always seem to be involved in stuff im never really involved in. im tired cos i seem to have to be the one to clear the shit that pple make. i am absolutely tired cos i have to do the studd pple don't wanna do. i am just tired. im tired of being tired. im not upset by anything or whatever. just tired.
now u guys all noe why i can't get a bf so easily. because alot of times, guys seem to be weaker than me. emotionally i mean. and its very tiring to be the strong one all the time. so the guy who is perfect for me would be halu. my no.9. i suppose i can relate alot to his character. however, halu isn't real. and he doesn't exist. so too bad. haha.
and may i add that my #9 #12 #13 are a gazillion times better looking than all the nathan hartono(s) put together. and muchmuchmuch more than a gazillion times better than the cathigh/slo/soloist guy. oh, and ofcos guys i noe. hahaha. but still, i love my human beings.
well, im ending off.
to all, i love u and thank you.
dear God, please, give me eyes to see, ears to hear, an understanding heart. please give me supernatural sensitivity and strength. amen.
9:53 PM; unforgotten.Y
Saturday, October 07, 2006
oh hello im back. nahx, don't worry i won't be ranting bout results. haha
skipped sch today to study. planning to skip again next week. its a waste of time to be in sch. cos im either talking, stoning, or sleeping. =D
ytd was having a very fun chat with chengyong and marcus. cos we 3 skipped chinese! not skip lah. cos we tot lian lao shi coming to class to look for us so we waited outside while watching sec1s kick the soccer balls (and their shoes) around. in the end we spent a whole hour chitchatting bout where we wanna go to after Os and stuff. haha. chengyong is a pilot wannabe! andi was like if i really can't get a job anywhere good, hopefully i can be a stewardess lahh. fly ard and stuff and then cy was 'yeah, thats good. then u can serve me stuff when im flying' buahaha. and i told marc and cy to go be air stewards next time. so that they can earn alot...if they do the right things to the right people at the right time. if u get what i mean. =D
went t celebrate lantern fest with pat and loon. we were burning ants and i was fossil-ising them with wax. =D all was well until i saw something. i saw a blard red worm thing. its so frikking gross. so loon put candles to surround it while we made our great escape. haha. its seriously gross lahh. really. eeew.
oh yeah, i just realised that my geog butterfly is extinct! cos hor it got ripped off from the board. here are pictures.
i tot maybe it could be accidental. u noe? but if someone really hated me that much and had to do this, then i think it should have been done by a girl lahh. cos only girls will be bitchy enough to do something like tt right?or should i say, use this kind of no balls methods to get back at pple. so yeah, i don't think its a guy. cos i can't think of any guys who would be this loser-ish. really. haha. yup. but if u guys happen to noe who did it, then let me noe lor. i'll be more than glad to go have a drink at coffee club with her. or him for that matter. ofcos must have benefit of doubt mah so i think yeah, it was accidental. =D
and don't ask me why imso unaffected by it. haha cos i think if it wasn't accidental, that person who did it is one amusing ass. seriously. all this is passe mann. think of something more fun lah. very primary school-ish don't you think.
gosh, im reminded of msleeshihuan. i wonder how she is now.
oo oo oo. i love ming! he didn't say i was ugly. buahaha.
tml is mugging day again! wheee. and i think im starting to like studying alone. its pretty peaceful. ohyeah and im considering if i should go say hi to kenneth or kenny or ken something the next time i see him at mac. we were from alphayouth before whats. and we did whack eachother. =) my childhood. ohyeah, plus hes quite a good looking chap now. so yeah.
but no, i won't say hi. cos im not nice. =)
man. i miss avian and clare and king and my darling ushers and cell.
ohyeah, i had a wonderful time with ed on sunday. very long never sit down and just talk sense liao. haha.and his macbook is so cool lahh! its black. and i want one too. screams. and on sat i visited ed's church again, the pple there were so frenly! i like them alot. it felt like i was in a cell group all over again. =) i miss that feeling man. and ah boy ar, i will consider what u told me. i will think thru it de. but for now, i'll leave it up to God. we'll see what happens in due time. =)
dear God, please give me eyes that see, ears that hear and an understanding heart. let me discern right from wrong. truth from lies. and supernatural sensitivity. amen.
withlove.
skipped sch today to study. planning to skip again next week. its a waste of time to be in sch. cos im either talking, stoning, or sleeping. =D
ytd was having a very fun chat with chengyong and marcus. cos we 3 skipped chinese! not skip lah. cos we tot lian lao shi coming to class to look for us so we waited outside while watching sec1s kick the soccer balls (and their shoes) around. in the end we spent a whole hour chitchatting bout where we wanna go to after Os and stuff. haha. chengyong is a pilot wannabe! andi was like if i really can't get a job anywhere good, hopefully i can be a stewardess lahh. fly ard and stuff and then cy was 'yeah, thats good. then u can serve me stuff when im flying' buahaha. and i told marc and cy to go be air stewards next time. so that they can earn alot...if they do the right things to the right people at the right time. if u get what i mean. =D
went t celebrate lantern fest with pat and loon. we were burning ants and i was fossil-ising them with wax. =D all was well until i saw something. i saw a blard red worm thing. its so frikking gross. so loon put candles to surround it while we made our great escape. haha. its seriously gross lahh. really. eeew.
oh yeah, i just realised that my geog butterfly is extinct! cos hor it got ripped off from the board. here are pictures.
i tot maybe it could be accidental. u noe? but if someone really hated me that much and had to do this, then i think it should have been done by a girl lahh. cos only girls will be bitchy enough to do something like tt right?or should i say, use this kind of no balls methods to get back at pple. so yeah, i don't think its a guy. cos i can't think of any guys who would be this loser-ish. really. haha. yup. but if u guys happen to noe who did it, then let me noe lor. i'll be more than glad to go have a drink at coffee club with her. or him for that matter. ofcos must have benefit of doubt mah so i think yeah, it was accidental. =D
and don't ask me why imso unaffected by it. haha cos i think if it wasn't accidental, that person who did it is one amusing ass. seriously. all this is passe mann. think of something more fun lah. very primary school-ish don't you think.
gosh, im reminded of msleeshihuan. i wonder how she is now.
oo oo oo. i love ming! he didn't say i was ugly. buahaha.
tml is mugging day again! wheee. and i think im starting to like studying alone. its pretty peaceful. ohyeah and im considering if i should go say hi to kenneth or kenny or ken something the next time i see him at mac. we were from alphayouth before whats. and we did whack eachother. =) my childhood. ohyeah, plus hes quite a good looking chap now. so yeah.
but no, i won't say hi. cos im not nice. =)
man. i miss avian and clare and king and my darling ushers and cell.
ohyeah, i had a wonderful time with ed on sunday. very long never sit down and just talk sense liao. haha.and his macbook is so cool lahh! its black. and i want one too. screams. and on sat i visited ed's church again, the pple there were so frenly! i like them alot. it felt like i was in a cell group all over again. =) i miss that feeling man. and ah boy ar, i will consider what u told me. i will think thru it de. but for now, i'll leave it up to God. we'll see what happens in due time. =)
dear God, please give me eyes that see, ears that hear and an understanding heart. let me discern right from wrong. truth from lies. and supernatural sensitivity. amen.
withlove.
1:55 AM; unforgotten.Y