Monday, March 30, 2009
yanoe. i think its kinda funny how we all have this amazing ability to move on.
and i realise that certain people in my life dont mean that much to me. like, i know you're gonna be walking away soon and im not gonna be depressed over that fact. hahha. very sad i know.
but still, its good to know that there actually are people in your life who can choose to walk away but they stayed. so yeah.
im walking away from certain people soon. only because i know they dont mean all that much to me.
and thats the people who mean only something to me when im high or ive drinks.
haha. to them, i dedicate the song guess who batman.
fuck you. fuck you very very much
cause we hate what you do
and we hate your whole crew
so please don't stay in touch
was good to see the supperclubbers again! i miss them all.
but getting slammed when you're alone doing opening while trying to survive sleep deprievation and shake off a semi hangover is no joke. hahahha.
but yanoe, i love meeting the bunchiekins afetr work. it helps me keep my snaity and feel as if i still have a life outside of chalk. thanks people.
TODAY IS OFF DAY.
I AM GONNA MEET GOGGLEZZZ.
THEN UABDL'S GF SHALL JOIN US.
THEN THE GUY NEXT DOOR AND VOODOO. wootz.
today's gonna be a good one!
FUCK YOU!
FUCK YOUVERY VERY MUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
(its a good song okay. on the playlist in dinny's car already hahah)
and i realise that certain people in my life dont mean that much to me. like, i know you're gonna be walking away soon and im not gonna be depressed over that fact. hahha. very sad i know.
but still, its good to know that there actually are people in your life who can choose to walk away but they stayed. so yeah.
im walking away from certain people soon. only because i know they dont mean all that much to me.
and thats the people who mean only something to me when im high or ive drinks.
haha. to them, i dedicate the song guess who batman.
fuck you. fuck you very very much
cause we hate what you do
and we hate your whole crew
so please don't stay in touch
was good to see the supperclubbers again! i miss them all.
but getting slammed when you're alone doing opening while trying to survive sleep deprievation and shake off a semi hangover is no joke. hahahha.
but yanoe, i love meeting the bunchiekins afetr work. it helps me keep my snaity and feel as if i still have a life outside of chalk. thanks people.
TODAY IS OFF DAY.
I AM GONNA MEET GOGGLEZZZ.
THEN UABDL'S GF SHALL JOIN US.
THEN THE GUY NEXT DOOR AND VOODOO. wootz.
today's gonna be a good one!
FUCK YOU!
FUCK YOUVERY VERY MUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
(its a good song okay. on the playlist in dinny's car already hahah)
12:03 PM; unforgotten.Y
Saturday, March 28, 2009
I CANNOT WAIT FOR WORK TO END TOMORROW.
COS I AM GOING TO PARTY. WOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO.
KM8 FOR THE FINAL PARTY MAN. WITH THE SUPPERCLUBBERS. AND FAV PARTY PEOPLE WHOM I HAVENT SEEN IN AGESSSSSSSS!
SCREAMS. CANT WAIT CANT WAIT. EVEN THOUGH IT MEANS HAVING WORK AT FRIKKING 11AM. GOODLUCK TO ME ON SUNDAY BALLS.
HAHAHAH.
BUT ITS GONNA BE GOOD. I PROMISE TO SPAM COFFEE LIKE CRAZY. I PROMISE. HAHA.
anyway, i think its kinda funny how i seem to talk more to people when they're further away.
take ari for example. he calls me even more than ever from aussie than when he did in singapore.
and even though seanie and randy are in aussie, they text me more than they do when they're in singapore.
but still, im thankful they do think of me. thank you loves. =)
i hope you have fun okay. i love yall plenty.
conversation with ben.
Keep tellin' me you got a man, but he can't do what I can ; says:
she's like a circuit breaker than messes my system?
sheena, says:
why are we talking physics.
sheena, says:
hahah.
Keep tellin' me you got a man, but he can't do what I can ; says:
haa
sheena, says:
but u have chemistry.
sheena, says:
so maybe u can get biology?
Keep tellin' me you got a man, but he can't do what I can ; says:
HAHA!
Keep tellin' me you got a man, but he can't do what I can ; says:
and there would be transactions
Keep tellin' me you got a man, but he can't do what I can ; says:
and a change would come out
Keep tellin' me you got a man, but he can't do what I can ; says:
after 9 months
sheena, says:
alot of additions.
Keep tellin' me you got a man, but he can't do what I can ; says:
we are talking so indirectly
Keep tellin' me you got a man, but he can't do what I can ; says:
hahahahaha
sheena, says:
eh. smartness man.
COS I AM GOING TO PARTY. WOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO.
KM8 FOR THE FINAL PARTY MAN. WITH THE SUPPERCLUBBERS. AND FAV PARTY PEOPLE WHOM I HAVENT SEEN IN AGESSSSSSSS!
SCREAMS. CANT WAIT CANT WAIT. EVEN THOUGH IT MEANS HAVING WORK AT FRIKKING 11AM. GOODLUCK TO ME ON SUNDAY BALLS.
HAHAHAH.
BUT ITS GONNA BE GOOD. I PROMISE TO SPAM COFFEE LIKE CRAZY. I PROMISE. HAHA.
anyway, i think its kinda funny how i seem to talk more to people when they're further away.
take ari for example. he calls me even more than ever from aussie than when he did in singapore.
and even though seanie and randy are in aussie, they text me more than they do when they're in singapore.
but still, im thankful they do think of me. thank you loves. =)
i hope you have fun okay. i love yall plenty.
conversation with ben.
Keep tellin' me you got a man, but he can't do what I can ; says:
she's like a circuit breaker than messes my system?
sheena, says:
why are we talking physics.
sheena, says:
hahah.
Keep tellin' me you got a man, but he can't do what I can ; says:
haa
sheena, says:
but u have chemistry.
sheena, says:
so maybe u can get biology?
Keep tellin' me you got a man, but he can't do what I can ; says:
HAHA!
Keep tellin' me you got a man, but he can't do what I can ; says:
and there would be transactions
Keep tellin' me you got a man, but he can't do what I can ; says:
and a change would come out
Keep tellin' me you got a man, but he can't do what I can ; says:
after 9 months
sheena, says:
alot of additions.
Keep tellin' me you got a man, but he can't do what I can ; says:
we are talking so indirectly
Keep tellin' me you got a man, but he can't do what I can ; says:
hahahahaha
sheena, says:
eh. smartness man.
2:47 AM; unforgotten.Y
Thursday, March 26, 2009
internship has started and really, i think ive lost my life. haha.
my social life is pretty much in ruins. i havent seen my favourite people in damn long. and i crave partying.
but i dont think its because i want to party. but more like im craving the freedom that comes with partying. you know how its like i crave for the TIME to party, not partying.
yeah basically, i just want osme time i guess.
its nice to talk to people i havent spoken to in some time. ben. and edric- still as annoying as ever. haha. i can't believe i used to find that bartender intimidating but hes actually the sweetest thing. passsing me his lip balm when he saw that my lips were so dry cos i forgot to bring mine. haha.
and i met up with zq as well the other day for supper. havent seen him in damn long and we were talking about his army days haha. its kinda hard to imagine that boy has actually been to army. i think its hilarious.
i miss all my favourite people.
18and a half more weeks.
to freedom!
to holidays!
to australia!
to phuket!
to CEBU!
i wanna make my internship a better place. even if not for everyone else there, its for myself.
i was learning to make coffee ytd.
im going to make sure i make good kopi by the time i leave so that so that so that. i can atleast do something properly. haha.
i can already think of 20million and one things to do when ive the time and when the restaurant aint busy. like. wiping all my windows (again) and cleaning the book shelf. and the vases. and the shelves. and the fridge. and the bar area.
great for acting busy i swear.
once im done with making good coffee. i figureeee. i shall. hmm. practice my cocktails. HELLO BARTENDERS COME COME COME TEACH MEEEE.
(last night i was giving recipes away to edric the bakerboy. hahah. you see, how the hell did i find him intimidating at first!)
and ofcos major project.
HOHO. THREE MILLION AND ONE THINGS IN MIND.
for now, i am going to start on what i told marcus i would. YAY. WHICH GIVES ME SOMETHING TO DO. HAPPPPINESS.
yeah, the habit of acting busy, if not being busy is very in me now. im always trying to do something so i dont stand around. i hate standing around. i do.
i hope boss lets me go play int he kitchen. the chefs were nice enough for me to try out random stuff the other day. I LOVE THEM. they quite fun actually. hah.
as for the floooor. people closer to my age are cool. the others, or more like one other. is a pain the effking blackhole. its more than pointing 50 middle fingers yanoe. its liek. YEAH. those that ive met would know. or like deedee whom i call everytime im bored.
i will whine to lionel when i see him. hahaha.
BUT IM GLAD THE BASTARD IS GOING TO EFF HIMSELF IN THE EFFKING HOLE. GOOD RIDDANCE TO BAD RUBBISH YOU SUCKERRRR. I HOPE YOU ROLL DOWN THE STAIRS. okay, maybe not. karma. HAH.
by the way who wants an invite for 2 to zouk this friday? i cant go cos ive work.
free entry. and maybe free moet (they're int he list of sponsors.)
AND THERE IS A HOT GUY WORKING AT DOUBLE BAY. HAHAHA
AND I THINK CHALK'S FOOD IS BETTER THAN DOUBLE BAY.
AND ALL YOU PEOPLE SHOULD COME DOWN, ACTUALLY, NO, UP TO VISIT ME.
AND I LOVE DINNY FOR GIVING ME RIDES HOME.
AND I LOVE SEEING THE GROUPIES AFTER WORK. EVEN THOUGH WE ALL HAVE TO GET UP AND WORK OUR ASSES OFF THE NEXT DAY.
AND I HEART QIWEN FOR MILKTEA.
AND I MISS MY 2 FAVOURITE BOYS IN AUSTRALIA.
AND I HOPE I SEE MY FAVOURITES SOON BEFORE I GET WITHDRAWAL SYMPTOMS.
AND I LOVE YOU YOU AND YOU. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.
oh, and i absolutely love ari for calling from aussie. YOU'RE THE SWEETEST LOVE. I HOPE YOU FIND HOT CHICKS TO GET FUNNY WITH SOON OKAY.
my social life is pretty much in ruins. i havent seen my favourite people in damn long. and i crave partying.
but i dont think its because i want to party. but more like im craving the freedom that comes with partying. you know how its like i crave for the TIME to party, not partying.
yeah basically, i just want osme time i guess.
its nice to talk to people i havent spoken to in some time. ben. and edric- still as annoying as ever. haha. i can't believe i used to find that bartender intimidating but hes actually the sweetest thing. passsing me his lip balm when he saw that my lips were so dry cos i forgot to bring mine. haha.
and i met up with zq as well the other day for supper. havent seen him in damn long and we were talking about his army days haha. its kinda hard to imagine that boy has actually been to army. i think its hilarious.
i miss all my favourite people.
18and a half more weeks.
to freedom!
to holidays!
to australia!
to phuket!
to CEBU!
i wanna make my internship a better place. even if not for everyone else there, its for myself.
i was learning to make coffee ytd.
im going to make sure i make good kopi by the time i leave so that so that so that. i can atleast do something properly. haha.
i can already think of 20million and one things to do when ive the time and when the restaurant aint busy. like. wiping all my windows (again) and cleaning the book shelf. and the vases. and the shelves. and the fridge. and the bar area.
great for acting busy i swear.
once im done with making good coffee. i figureeee. i shall. hmm. practice my cocktails. HELLO BARTENDERS COME COME COME TEACH MEEEE.
(last night i was giving recipes away to edric the bakerboy. hahah. you see, how the hell did i find him intimidating at first!)
and ofcos major project.
HOHO. THREE MILLION AND ONE THINGS IN MIND.
for now, i am going to start on what i told marcus i would. YAY. WHICH GIVES ME SOMETHING TO DO. HAPPPPINESS.
yeah, the habit of acting busy, if not being busy is very in me now. im always trying to do something so i dont stand around. i hate standing around. i do.
i hope boss lets me go play int he kitchen. the chefs were nice enough for me to try out random stuff the other day. I LOVE THEM. they quite fun actually. hah.
as for the floooor. people closer to my age are cool. the others, or more like one other. is a pain the effking blackhole. its more than pointing 50 middle fingers yanoe. its liek. YEAH. those that ive met would know. or like deedee whom i call everytime im bored.
i will whine to lionel when i see him. hahaha.
BUT IM GLAD THE BASTARD IS GOING TO EFF HIMSELF IN THE EFFKING HOLE. GOOD RIDDANCE TO BAD RUBBISH YOU SUCKERRRR. I HOPE YOU ROLL DOWN THE STAIRS. okay, maybe not. karma. HAH.
by the way who wants an invite for 2 to zouk this friday? i cant go cos ive work.
free entry. and maybe free moet (they're int he list of sponsors.)
AND THERE IS A HOT GUY WORKING AT DOUBLE BAY. HAHAHA
AND I THINK CHALK'S FOOD IS BETTER THAN DOUBLE BAY.
AND ALL YOU PEOPLE SHOULD COME DOWN, ACTUALLY, NO, UP TO VISIT ME.
AND I LOVE DINNY FOR GIVING ME RIDES HOME.
AND I LOVE SEEING THE GROUPIES AFTER WORK. EVEN THOUGH WE ALL HAVE TO GET UP AND WORK OUR ASSES OFF THE NEXT DAY.
AND I HEART QIWEN FOR MILKTEA.
AND I MISS MY 2 FAVOURITE BOYS IN AUSTRALIA.
AND I HOPE I SEE MY FAVOURITES SOON BEFORE I GET WITHDRAWAL SYMPTOMS.
AND I LOVE YOU YOU AND YOU. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.
oh, and i absolutely love ari for calling from aussie. YOU'RE THE SWEETEST LOVE. I HOPE YOU FIND HOT CHICKS TO GET FUNNY WITH SOON OKAY.
10:48 AM; unforgotten.Y
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
look what i found on facebook baby!
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MEET KINONN. like, i think 5 years or 6 years ago.
HAHAHHA.
in this picture, samuel soong (one the blue) in the foreground. sheri (in blue) and avian (in green) at the back. HAHAHA. how i miss them all.
ohmygosh, see how little kingston (the guy in the bball jersey) was back then? i think he was like, in sec 4 or something then! before clare and him ever got togehter. cute rightttttt. sweet sweet love baby!
amos (second from right) my first ever cell group leader. and none can compare.
jeshua (the one with the board). hes always been cute. haha.
classic man. kin kin looking dorky. EH, BUT HES HOT STUFF NOW OKAY. (damn, i am so nice.)
SPOT ME. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
i miss church camps. i miss the kiddies i grew up with, yes, even though kinkin has always been annoying. i miss all the people i used to go to sparklight with, then cellgroup, then speedlight. and now we're all grown up. we've changed so much.
just look at jeshua now. or andrew, yes even though he was an ass at top table, i still have a soft spot okay, cos i know hes not that asshole-ish really. and clare, my girl. avian. king. its so amazing.
i should go back to church. now that ive more sane hours. though still quite insane. haha.
loves.
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MEET KINONN. like, i think 5 years or 6 years ago.
HAHAHHA.
in this picture, samuel soong (one the blue) in the foreground. sheri (in blue) and avian (in green) at the back. HAHAHA. how i miss them all.
ohmygosh, see how little kingston (the guy in the bball jersey) was back then? i think he was like, in sec 4 or something then! before clare and him ever got togehter. cute rightttttt. sweet sweet love baby!
amos (second from right) my first ever cell group leader. and none can compare.
jeshua (the one with the board). hes always been cute. haha.
classic man. kin kin looking dorky. EH, BUT HES HOT STUFF NOW OKAY. (damn, i am so nice.)
SPOT ME. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
i miss church camps. i miss the kiddies i grew up with, yes, even though kinkin has always been annoying. i miss all the people i used to go to sparklight with, then cellgroup, then speedlight. and now we're all grown up. we've changed so much.
just look at jeshua now. or andrew, yes even though he was an ass at top table, i still have a soft spot okay, cos i know hes not that asshole-ish really. and clare, my girl. avian. king. its so amazing.
i should go back to church. now that ive more sane hours. though still quite insane. haha.
loves.
12:28 AM; unforgotten.Y
Sunday, March 08, 2009
my boss is so frikking inspirational i swear.
i love him!
we've been having all these really long conversations and talks and i think its so cool. i totally admire him. really. and its not very often i say that about people.
lets hope we remain this way. and not have him screaming at me being hopeless once internship officially starts.
cos i simply CANNOT screw up. i have to prove my worth.
yesterday was a heck of a crazy day and i promise never to do something like that again. i woke up first thing in the morning and i just had to confess my sins to my favourite people so i would feel better.
yeah, i feel better now. though i still feel bad. haha.
but like what ming said, its a once in a lifetime experience man. something to talk about. something to laugh at. haha. yeah, go on, laugh at me.
no, wendy, you are sticking to fucking loving me. fullstop.
i am going to bed.
i wanna go to sentosa! ohmygosh i should go bug qiwen now.
okay sleeeeep.
i love him!
we've been having all these really long conversations and talks and i think its so cool. i totally admire him. really. and its not very often i say that about people.
lets hope we remain this way. and not have him screaming at me being hopeless once internship officially starts.
cos i simply CANNOT screw up. i have to prove my worth.
yesterday was a heck of a crazy day and i promise never to do something like that again. i woke up first thing in the morning and i just had to confess my sins to my favourite people so i would feel better.
yeah, i feel better now. though i still feel bad. haha.
but like what ming said, its a once in a lifetime experience man. something to talk about. something to laugh at. haha. yeah, go on, laugh at me.
no, wendy, you are sticking to fucking loving me. fullstop.
i am going to bed.
i wanna go to sentosa! ohmygosh i should go bug qiwen now.
okay sleeeeep.
11:33 PM; unforgotten.Y
Thursday, March 05, 2009
let go.
really hard, really courageous thing to do.
cos true strength isn't measured by how much we hold on, but how we let go.
we'll get through this.
we'll do good.
we will.
we'll be stronger than we were.
and you know i'll be here. anytime.
now, i just have to find the courage somewhere in me.
'stop being so nice, sheena.'
yes, i think i should.
but. how?
ZEBRAS MUST DIE.
really hard, really courageous thing to do.
cos true strength isn't measured by how much we hold on, but how we let go.
we'll get through this.
we'll do good.
we will.
we'll be stronger than we were.
and you know i'll be here. anytime.
now, i just have to find the courage somewhere in me.
'stop being so nice, sheena.'
yes, i think i should.
but. how?
ZEBRAS MUST DIE.
4:50 AM; unforgotten.Y
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
i met with the girls the other day and we all realised how much of a good girl we all are. we hear about the ohter messed up shit our friends, ex friends, what nots get into and it makes us seem so, decent.
its amazing what growing up can do. where you would think that your life should be less screwed up since you should be more discerning but whatdyanoe, it just gets crazier.
qiwen and i talked alot ytd too. and i realised how damn different guys and girls think. how different qiwen and i think. but i love conversations like that. it makes me think. im gonna miss the bugger once i start sip. we prolly wouldnt have the time to have chats like that anymore. until 5months later that is.
i think im gonna be sacrificing my weekends. work at chalk. i was so damn happy when marcus (finally) called me (back) ytd. the way he said 'hello' was classic and i think i could deal with a boss like that. he reminds me of sergio in a way. i think i could grow to love him. hahah
but it kinda pissed me off to see mr goh's email 'i am quite disappointed blahblahblha' cos i apparently didn't get back to him about my appt letter. BUT HELLO WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO IF PEOPLE AREN'T REPLYING TO ME RIGHT. BURN THE PLACE DOWN? (had plans of doing that actually. hahaha)
yakuza moon.
In winter, if Shin called, I'd happily wait out in the street for him, exhaling clouds of white breath, my ears tingling with the cold. I remember one time he was particularly late, but i stayed outside until he finally arrived.
"Sorry! I just couldn't get away. You could have waited inside. You're going to freeze to death out here." Shin wrapped his arms around my frozen body.
"Just a little longer... Just stay like that..."
"Shoko, I know this is all hard for you, but i honestly do love you. Tell me you won't ever break up with me. You know i can't leave my wife, but i can't stop wanting to be with you either. I'm so selfish..."
"No you're not. Im the one who's being selfish." Afterall, i was constantly cheating on Shin too.
"Shoko." He took my face in both hands and kissed me tenderly.
its amazing what growing up can do. where you would think that your life should be less screwed up since you should be more discerning but whatdyanoe, it just gets crazier.
qiwen and i talked alot ytd too. and i realised how damn different guys and girls think. how different qiwen and i think. but i love conversations like that. it makes me think. im gonna miss the bugger once i start sip. we prolly wouldnt have the time to have chats like that anymore. until 5months later that is.
i think im gonna be sacrificing my weekends. work at chalk. i was so damn happy when marcus (finally) called me (back) ytd. the way he said 'hello' was classic and i think i could deal with a boss like that. he reminds me of sergio in a way. i think i could grow to love him. hahah
but it kinda pissed me off to see mr goh's email 'i am quite disappointed blahblahblha' cos i apparently didn't get back to him about my appt letter. BUT HELLO WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO IF PEOPLE AREN'T REPLYING TO ME RIGHT. BURN THE PLACE DOWN? (had plans of doing that actually. hahaha)
yakuza moon.
In winter, if Shin called, I'd happily wait out in the street for him, exhaling clouds of white breath, my ears tingling with the cold. I remember one time he was particularly late, but i stayed outside until he finally arrived.
"Sorry! I just couldn't get away. You could have waited inside. You're going to freeze to death out here." Shin wrapped his arms around my frozen body.
"Just a little longer... Just stay like that..."
"Shoko, I know this is all hard for you, but i honestly do love you. Tell me you won't ever break up with me. You know i can't leave my wife, but i can't stop wanting to be with you either. I'm so selfish..."
"No you're not. Im the one who's being selfish." Afterall, i was constantly cheating on Shin too.
"Shoko." He took my face in both hands and kissed me tenderly.
10:39 AM; unforgotten.Y
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
do dogs go to heaven?
i've been around dogs so much lately. i miss brownie so much. i hope hes having fun up there.
he was damn handsome i swear. i think if he were human, he'll be charming as hell.
and he wasn't humpish. i like.
for now i shall just be nice to cookie. hahha.
i think its the season for flying away. everyone around has been flying off, is flying off or will be flying off to some place out there.
so ari to aussie. for years and years.
tim just went to germany. for a month!
amin just flew off last night to greece. for 2 weeks, i think?
pats flying to beijing tomms. for 45days!
randy and seanie are going to mosswood. 2 weeks.
the people who are going for osip to france and china.
zhens going to china too. for like 2 months too i think? and she wouldnt be around for yanns bday or mine. booooo.
yanns to germany. and maybe deedee will go with her.
melvin to china too.
ohmygosh. why is the whole world going to china! i want to go toooooo. i wanna go shanghai! and beijing again! and all the other ulu cuckoo parts. i think damn uber coolios.
and i can't wait to get to go to down under to see ari! yay! i hope my mummy allows me since accommodation would be so settled.
and then theres germany. i really really want to go with yanns and dee. would be damn cool.
I WANNA FLY AWAY. OKAY WHO WANTS TO TAKE ME SOMEWHERE NOW. I WILL LOVE YOU LONG TIME.
should sleep now. jamming tomms morning. gnights.
i've been around dogs so much lately. i miss brownie so much. i hope hes having fun up there.
he was damn handsome i swear. i think if he were human, he'll be charming as hell.
and he wasn't humpish. i like.
for now i shall just be nice to cookie. hahha.
i think its the season for flying away. everyone around has been flying off, is flying off or will be flying off to some place out there.
so ari to aussie. for years and years.
tim just went to germany. for a month!
amin just flew off last night to greece. for 2 weeks, i think?
pats flying to beijing tomms. for 45days!
randy and seanie are going to mosswood. 2 weeks.
the people who are going for osip to france and china.
zhens going to china too. for like 2 months too i think? and she wouldnt be around for yanns bday or mine. booooo.
yanns to germany. and maybe deedee will go with her.
melvin to china too.
ohmygosh. why is the whole world going to china! i want to go toooooo. i wanna go shanghai! and beijing again! and all the other ulu cuckoo parts. i think damn uber coolios.
and i can't wait to get to go to down under to see ari! yay! i hope my mummy allows me since accommodation would be so settled.
and then theres germany. i really really want to go with yanns and dee. would be damn cool.
I WANNA FLY AWAY. OKAY WHO WANTS TO TAKE ME SOMEWHERE NOW. I WILL LOVE YOU LONG TIME.
should sleep now. jamming tomms morning. gnights.
12:56 AM; unforgotten.Y
Sunday, March 01, 2009
when and if i do get married, i figure my gown's gonna look something like this.
simple, chic, understated.
i like.
i told wendy, if its shortgun marriage then it'll be this cheap lah. but since thats highly impossible and i will prolly work my ass off and only get married like years later, say, when im 30 or something, then i figure my entire wardrobe is gonna be crazy. =))
all you bridesmaid to be, lucky you! i promise i'll get you people nice clothes to wear. i wont be like as evil as those in 27dresses. HAHAAH
simple, chic, understated.
i like.
i told wendy, if its shortgun marriage then it'll be this cheap lah. but since thats highly impossible and i will prolly work my ass off and only get married like years later, say, when im 30 or something, then i figure my entire wardrobe is gonna be crazy. =))
all you bridesmaid to be, lucky you! i promise i'll get you people nice clothes to wear. i wont be like as evil as those in 27dresses. HAHAAH
10:42 PM; unforgotten.Y
funny how i've become friends with the boys. and how they can bitch about girlfriends, dates and everything to me. its crazy. hahah.
i think, im one of them. not that i have a problem with that, cos its always been the case man. and i love all the guys in my life.
and girlfriends, what would i do without them. i love.
to those not in either category, im not sure. hmmmm.
okay that was a very random bit. i think its cos im talking to ben and how he has a thing for older not really a chick chicks. and how me and the boys were having the 'boobies, ass or legs' conversation the other day that made me think of the guys i have in my closer social circle.
AND I CANNOT BELIEVE BEN IS YOUNGER THAN ME DAMMIT. FREAKING HELL THAT BOY IS 91!
CRAZY SHIT. hahahha.
screams.
who wants to spree btw.
f21 and fredflare. maybe maybe maybe gojane. hoho.
i think, im one of them. not that i have a problem with that, cos its always been the case man. and i love all the guys in my life.
and girlfriends, what would i do without them. i love.
to those not in either category, im not sure. hmmmm.
okay that was a very random bit. i think its cos im talking to ben and how he has a thing for older not really a chick chicks. and how me and the boys were having the 'boobies, ass or legs' conversation the other day that made me think of the guys i have in my closer social circle.
AND I CANNOT BELIEVE BEN IS YOUNGER THAN ME DAMMIT. FREAKING HELL THAT BOY IS 91!
CRAZY SHIT. hahahha.
screams.
who wants to spree btw.
f21 and fredflare. maybe maybe maybe gojane. hoho.
9:38 PM; unforgotten.Y