i just uploaded 10gazillion and one photos that i owe everyone. have finally cleared my debt. after so much procrastination. and i am damn happy. ifound someone to go for the tingtings gig with me! SHAR! MY LOVE FOREVER AND EVER MAN.
bored out of my wits. i dont understand why we have to go to school this week. it is sucha waste of time and effort and sleep.
ive yet to recover from all the parties during the hols. its been crazyass shit man. gonna party again on nye. then we have service on friday. walao. damn sian okay. ohwell.
ohohoh. SHEENA PASSED ACOOUNTS SHEENA PASSED ACCOUNTS SHEENA PASSED ACCOUNTS. CHANT CHANT CHANT. i am like uber happy lah. well, kinda lah. sam and i were going crazy in class. hahaha. i passed wine tooo. =)))
okay. so far so good. i just have to keep passing or i die.
time to sleep, even though ive slept so much already. wheeee. dreamland.
but if i dream of sean i will die.
1:20 AM; unforgotten.Y
Friday, December 19, 2008
i think twilight as a book rocks more.
theres no time for character development in the movie which i think is so sad.
i am so hooked on bella's lullaby. such an amazing piece of music. i think it was like, one of the most memorable things for me in the whole movie. when edward was playing the piano.
i want my very own emmett/edward/jacob.
anyway. i wonder where they did all the filming. the view is amazing man. i would die to go there. damn. i want to travel. i really really hope to get an OSIP. i think it'll be an awesome experience. and its my only ticket out of this place to be alone and all.
oh and don't you think its so scary how someone can decide they want to be with the whoever 'forever'? i think it is. well, maybe its different if you're with a vampire lah but i still think its crazy. haha.
forever is never.
1:06 PM; unforgotten.Y
Thursday, December 18, 2008
hello. to all my santas out there, this is my christmas wishlist. =))
- LOMO CMY EDITION HOLGA - IKIMONO 110 CAM (but i figure im gonna be getting this for myself already haha) - AGNES B. 'GIVE LOVE' RING - CLUTCH - DS LITE (yeah, im gonna be a nolifer.) - THE TING TINGS: WE STARTED NOTHING - THE TING TINGS: LIVE IN SINGAPORE CONCERT TICS (ofcos, if you're gonna get me this, you better come with me too lah. or you could always find some hot date for me. beams) - FORMAL LOOKING WATCH (this one should be from sean since he ALWAYS complains about my casio) - RAYBANS WAYFARERS IN BLACK - ONITSUKA TIGERS (preorders for tokidoki edition now on!) - ESPIRIT VEST/ POLKA DOTTED BLOUSE - TOPMAN SKINNY TIE IN BRONZE(no idea why i want it, but i'll figure out a use for it.) - PORTER POLKA DOTTED BACKPACK - DOC MARTENS 1460 IN FIRE RED SMOOTH - STORY BY MARC JACOBS - PICNIC BASKET - WHITE SHORTS - FREDFLARE VALUE MEAL BACKPACK - HOOP EARRINGS (loads of them please.) - LOCKET
just a hint. sheena likes gifts thats been nicely thought of. she likes a variety of stuff: edible munchies, sentimental keepsakes, something useless, something she needs, something she wants, something bought, something handmade blahhh. all the better if they're all nicely wrapped up. =))
yeah, im very demanding. but thats why people don't ever only get just ONE item as a gift from me okay. =)))
AND I THINK YALL SHOULD RSVP IF YOU GETTING ME ANY OF THE ABOVE. SO THAT I CAN MAKE SURE NO ONE GETS ME THE SAME STUFF. LIKE, ITS HIGHLY LIKELY FOR YALL TO BE GETTING ME THE TINGTINGS ALBUM SINCE ITS ONE OF THE CHEAPEST AND EASIEST TO FIND RIGHT. BUT NOOOOO I DONT WANT 2 OR 3 OR 4 OF THE SAME ALBUM! SO RSVP RSVP RSVP! UNLESS YOU SURE NO ONE ELSE IS GETTING IT FOR ME LAHHHH. THEN YAYYYYYY SURPRISE! HAHAHAH.
okay i am going to bed gnihgts.
9:16 PM; unforgotten.Y
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
hi,
i can't seem to stay out of trouble. i just seem to get into shit everytime i mind my own business. maybe i should stop minding my own business and mind other people's business eh.
do i make ssense? but yeah.
all these shit is too much to bear man. its not a blessing. sure, its very nice. but its way way way way way too much for me to handle.
magnet for for trouble i swear. i get attracted to them or them to me for the matter like who knows what.
yeah, you know what sheena? stop being so nice. listen to your friend. stop being so nice.
but i can't.
12:59 AM; unforgotten.Y
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
man oh man.
so much to update. but actually, not much lah. just, well. the usual stuff. yeah, said in the previous post, zoukout was damn good. i think it was only good because i wasn't expecting to have that much fun. so in the end, when i did have fun, surpass expectation, then wheeee.
posting photos on facebook is a one way road to suicide i know. because people are gonna start judging me like never before. that im sure. but if theres anything that anyone needs to know, its that im no different from the very first person you've known. whether or not you see that is completely up to you lah. but yeah, to me, i think im still the same. and if theres anyone who has the most right to judge, its the ones who have been with me for the longest time.
yanoe, i think i've always known i was a wildchild inside. as in, not the 'hey, lets go clubbing every other day' kinda thing. but more like, if the friends i was haning out with were those who threw house parties and all that kinda thing, you'll definitely see me there. if they were the ones who would block the mrt door just for the kicks of annoying the inconsiderate singaporeans, i would do that too, just for laughs. i think i would do alot of stupid shit just for the cheap thrills and all. (yeah, and mikey thinks ima guy at heart cos of that HAHA. i think so too actually)
so you can say that being in the place im in, i think well, yeah, i fit in. because inside, im like that. im not gonna conform. im not gonna get manipulated. im not gonna be anyone else except who i really am. i chose the friends i hang out with and im proud of them. i don't think my supperclubbers are any cooler or anything.
okay got that off my chest. huff puff.
tomorrow is gonna be another awesome day i swear. rasa sentosaaaaaaaa then mambooooo. and this time round, its with my favourites! lovelovelove i tell you. thennnnn. uhh. twilight on thursday! thennnnnnn. friday workkkkkk.
im looking forward and not exactly looking forward to work actually. haha. for one thing my staircase buddy is back from the land of the rising sunnnn! wheeeeee. but don't know if he'll be there. and for another, one is coming back from the country that brought you pho.
damn. never put your email on fb. NEVER.
and hell. my manager wants to add me. shit balls. i dont want her to know who im close to at work if not she'll split us all up. =( actually, shes already doing that lah. so no diff. HAHAH.
okay today, i shall go do some lonesome shopping for christmas. =)))
so. would you still love me? would you still take me for all that i am? or. would you just walk away?
shucks. i miss sergio. please come back soon. the new guy scares me.
'would you die tonight for love?'
10:58 AM; unforgotten.Y
Sunday, December 14, 2008
ZOUKOUT WAS DAMN SEXYTIME. ZOUKOUT WAS DAMN SEXYTIME. ZOUKOUT WAS DAMN SEXYTIME. ZOUKOUT WAS DAMN SEXYTIME. ZOUKOUT WAS DAMN SEXYTIME. ZOUKOUT WAS DAMN SEXYTIME. ZOUKOUT WAS DAMN SEXYTIME. ZOUKOUT WAS DAMN SEXYTIME. ZOUKOUT WAS DAMN SEXYTIME. ZOUKOUT WAS DAMN SEXYTIME.
yeah, i actually really enjoyed myself yanoe.
8:42 PM; unforgotten.Y
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
where is patsy when i need her. booooooooo.
i want my great dj and thats not my name and love song. haha.
i have more songs i think people should download (for me. and for them too, teeheehee)
everybody loves the sunshine is damn chill out. and it is damn sweet because sergio says 'thats your song sheena! because everybody loves the sunshine'. is my manager the best or is he the best?
im actually missing work. i am craving loud boomboom music and all. i cannot wait for mambo next week, followed by twilight the next day. its gonna be sexytime at rasa sentosa man.
ohyeah. i will post up my loooooong christmas wishlist soon! muahahaha.
off to study somemore. (not that ive done much today since i slept till 5)
7:55 PM; unforgotten.Y
Monday, December 08, 2008
wasssssuuppppp. blog is so dead now. haha.
life's been good. no idiotic bitchfits or anything thus far. so thats cool. i appreciate the peaceeee.
after weeks, am finally done with my proficiency tests. can't say im happy with the outcome but i guess i did alright. and no matter what, i'll just keep thinking 'i could do better than that'. i am gonna learn how to shake properly i swear. zq will laugh i think. HAHA. moral of the story: alwyas be good friends with the bartenders.
ytd, i had a surprise call in the middle of the night. from ari. it was good to talk after so long. but i know his pattern. it would mean he'll be disappearing again for some time. and the truth is, he is. perhaps the next time we ever see each other again is years later. maybe 2 or 5 or 10 or just strangers passing each other on the streets. what never fails to amaze me though is how we can just pick up from where we left off and talk like old friends again. and it seems that way for me with all the friends who have disappeared and then reappeared in my life again. ari, avian, clare blah.
but they all came back. and they chose to stay. maybe not ari lah. but yeah, its nice to know that in spite of everything, they came back. and i could never have the heart to turn them away, walk away from them, not be there for them because no matter how much they've changed, they're still the same deep down inside, well, kinda. all these people, i've known for years. i've grown up with them. i've seen them change... which was what even made them leave. but when they coem talking to me again and all that sorta thing, i don't feel used. i honestly dont. cos i guess, i know they never left. they're still the same good person i first became friends with.
to almost all my friends, i've never changed. still the same old girl since i was a primary school kid. still the same to my secondary school friends. im the same person both in and out of supperclub. i don't ever try to fit in. have always been abit of a misfit actually. haha. im just damn blessed to always have had friends. to always be surrounded by people who like me for me. and despite being a 'misfit', i've still been one of the more prominent figures around cos i had friends. i wouldn't call it popularity, i was just, known. and i think thats why i never needed to 'change' who i was because i was so accepted. (gosh, this is a new revelation!) i never needed to be someone different so that people would like me more, so that i would be in the 'cool clique', so that i would get to a position of authority or popularity. but because of all these, i wonder what would actually happen if one day i changed. if one day i became this person you hardly recognised and i walked away from you. would yall still accept me and take me back if i disappeared one day and decided to turn back?
would you? would you stick by me? would you accept me again for whoever i am? would you? good question eh.
anyhoo. bumping into ivan the other day did wonders to me cos he showed me that despite my plainess of myself, people still liked me. thanks bro, you have no idea how much our conversation meant to me even though it seemed like just another chat we used to have. =) i hope you find your small tan short haired chick soon.
alrights. enough of deep thoughts. HAHA. im sorry my blog is booooring. i can't wait for christmas anyway.
i've to plan the menu out for my family. then i've to start doing christmas shopping! yayness.
am going out to meet the girlies now. okay buhbyeee.