hello everyone.

haven't posted for so so long cos sheena has been busy fighting off evil mean customers who make my life like hell. hahaha nahx not that bad lah. i think ive been more busy with making sure i don't piss rafflesians off no more! buahaha.

but thats not the point lah. work's been really tiring and all. plus when u don't meet nice customers to make ur day, its like. crap. and when u have gu niang colleagues, thats even worst okie. but lucky for me, 95% of my colleagues rock. =D

i'll be getting my 5 day off from wednesday and i realise that even when i don't go to work, im seeing my colleagues like almost EVERYDAY. lets see.
wednesday:: newyork newyork with my cinderfella and stepsiblings and mice and horse carriage.
thursday:: market with amin. then chalet!!!
friday:: get out from chalet. -.-
saturday:: clubbing with the same bunch. perhaps.
sunday:: MAYBE I WON'T SEE THEM!!! for once. hahaha.

and results are coming out soon. people. get ready to see me faint. pray VERYVERY hard for me please.

anyway. its like. i miss vistarians ALOT. i've really made lots of great frens there. met great people. and when results get out, its gonna determine whats gonna happen to us. and working has really brought me out of my comfort zone. i donnoe everyone around me. and even so, u can't just trust everyone like itis in school.
plus u noe my clique's probably the most outspoken, most loud, most whatever bad things in teachers brains, in class. yet at work, im like BIG FAT GUAI KIA! =D
and ive said it before. its not easy keeping yourself real with the different influences u face. so i guess i must say im pretty proud of myself. i haven't lost myself. though chris is convinced im like oh so serious now. aiyah i guess ive gotten more matured. but still, im sheena okie people. if ever one day, im not ever sheena again, please slap me. slap me so so hard.
i miss laughing with my girls.
i miss ranting at weiloon.
i miss annoying samuel.
i miss chinese lessons in e5.
i miss having a heart attack while the girls are hiding in the class cupboard.
i miss playing heart attack.
i miss chitchatting with zhi hao.
i miss singing my lungs out from the 4th floor of the spiral staircase down.
i miss doing all the stupid poses with my choir girls.
i miss being in choir.


I MISS SINGING IN CHOIR.

"To sing like this, in the company of other souls, and to make those consonants slip out so easily and in unison, and to make those chords so rich that they bring tears to your eyes. This is transcendence. This is the power that choral singing has that other music can only dream of."
-Garrison Keillor -

i so agree with the above.


ohyeah, people. go catch apocalyto . its a great show. if u're the kind who doesn't like to infer so much, then don't watch or u'll just go "thats such a stupid storyline". but its alot on unspoken stuff and alot of stuff thats spoken with the eye. so i tot it was totally cool! =D
deerick! thanks for the movie and popcorn and drinks hor. *beams*

yeah. so i think thats all im gonna say. cos sheena wants to sleep. i love yall.

10:55 PM; unforgotten.Y

hello people. to start.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEY. imissyou so so so sooooooooo much. u're 7teen. one year closer to M18s. =) and not forgetting, u're really really legal for sex now. oh yeah. and u wouldn't get stopped by police anymore...unless ofcos u're having sex by the roadside. so yay for joey! love you girl.


well well. offday today. *beams* was supposed to meet beiru and alicia to go SP to pick jonathan up from school but in the end, i woke up late. and i wouldn't have woken up if not for wendy actually. haha. so wen(she was late too) and i went to meet miao for lunch before heading down to TP for their openhouse and to meet the threesome.
the openhouse wasn't great or anything. very normal. but we weren't able to fleece them of a goodie bag cos i think they ran out of it... so jon didn't get to have free water. that betrayer of SP!! heh heh. well, the only highlight of today was... THAT STUNT BIKER! *beams beams beams* i shall not elaborate. =D

ohyeah, i bought a pair of crocs btw. can you believe thattttt. i got the maryjanes. =)


anyway, since my com is back, i decided to go through my friendster account. and guess what. i only just discovered i have 379 friends and 266 testimonials. i never knew i had so many friends or testimonials. so i decided to go through ALL my testimonials. it brought back a whole lot of memories.

herman for example. what he wrote last time was really sweet! nicolette and him were competing to see who gave me a longer testimonial.buahaha. and reading what nicolette wrote brought back so much to me. the time we were going to who knows where on who knows what bus which passed by RI. then a bunch of RI guys boarded and hooray for both of us! NO EYE CANDY! hahaha. and how i played with her *squeak squeak* star. darn lame lahh.
and looking at wendy's testimonials makes me realise how much she has not changed. still the same old warped sense of humour. im still very grateful shes working with me in kiddie section okie!
oh and theres patsy...where i read one of the testimonials and remembered how i burnt my finger at her place. haha. im sure she remembers that one. we were with alex and yt too. that was the time we kept eating instant noodles and longans. =D
sherilyn, who has so wonderfully been there for the past 4 coming on 5 years. we went through so much together. =)
prem... we survived four years. cheers bro.
i read testimonials from avian...sigh. i miss him.

to my girl gang.. u guys have truly been a very big part of me. i honestly wonder what would have become of me if not for u people. thank you so much and i hope we can continue to keep this friendship going on as hard and as impossible as it seems. you are always on my mindddddddd.
and ofcos, i would be nothing without a very very very important person. i wouldn't have survived through everything without him. WEILOON. he probably wouldn't ever read this but seriously, hes the bestest anyone can have. the only one who can ever tahan me. who knows when im pmsing or when im really feeling not a-ok. the one i really super duper trust. the only one i can just cry to. if i had to take a bullet for him, i would. no questions asked man. as long as he isn't the one pointing the gun to his head that is. haha. but he wouldn't ever do that. cos he's the one whos supposed to assure me that somepeople aren't gonna kill themselves(inside joke. u'll get it if u're sharp enough =D) however. as good as he is, my bestfriend still ditched me by the side of the road when my knee was all bloody. and teoweiloon. if you ever read this, i just want you to know how hurt i was okie. quite literally. and my wound is still around and it has not healed. AFTER TWO MONTHS, it is still not alright.and even after it heals, its gonna leave me a big fat ugly scar to remind me of how i got ditched by you. remember that and feel guilty u pigggggggggg. all the love in the world. =)

and and and i miss singing. i miss choir. and they are singing JANGER. like why didn't i get to learn that when i was still around. unfairness. but its alright. cos im going back tmr! YAYYYYYYYY. *megawatt beam* and they are learning shes like a swallow as well! i learnt that in primary school! *waves score around*
you know i miss choir so so so much its like i feel jealous whenever i see marcus leave work to go for training you know. its like, he gets to continue with his passion even after hes out of school. and he seems serious bout it. im jealous cos i haven't sang in a million years. and choir isn't something you can do alone. i just wanna go back and sing. do sectionals. stay at the 45deg situp position till we're done with the entire song. run up and down the spiral staircase 10million times with the boys. i just want to sing and sing and sing. and the only way i can ever get to go to some super high standard competition/judging is if i get into a good school with a darn powerful choir culture. sighhhh. i miss choir. but what the heck. i shall sing my lungs out during practice. =)

btw, will anyone be nice enough to buy me novo concertante manilla's -connection- cd? ive been wanting that since long longago. but its only sold in, you guessed it, the philippines. sigh.

off to bed. choir tomorrow. xoxox

2:14 AM; unforgotten.Y

hello people. i haven't blogged since last year! long long ago yes? sissy's lappie was downnnn. and ive started work... more than a month ago.

believe me, i have no life. even henry says so. (he thinks he has more of a life than i do cos someone busy with his gf mahhhhh. hahah)

anyways ive learnt alot since i started work. politics is everywhere so screw that. but more importantly, its like, really important to have someone u can have bitch fit with. and thank God for wendy! =D

and another thing is for certain people i got to know, i think i like them alot better when i first got to know them. they were alot nicer back then. i don't like them less now, i just wouldn't like them more i guess. get what i mean?
and i seriously think im jinx or something. i quarrel with whoever shares locker with me lah! and that sucks lah. its either me or its them. but since its to 2 people, then i think its me right? but if u look at it from a wider perspective, its just pple being childish! so howwwwwww.

sheena must learn to not talk rubbish. sheena must be more serious. sheena must be a good girl. sheena shall talk less to rafflesians for fear of pissing them off. *beams*

and guess what else i've learnt since i started working.
no.1 always date domesticated people so they can cook lunch for you and dabao it to work for you.
no.2 the kids cashier counter is a great place for market aunties' talk.
no.3 xinwang sells great fried rice.
no.4 always date someone who drives and is willing to come pick you up from some ulu cuckoo place after a long day's work.
no.5 abel is prettier than i am.
no.6 sheena is a good good girl. =D


put it really simply. its not easy trying to hold on to your values and principles when everwhere around you, you're faced with tons of vices.
and thank God for great friends who love me for me. im sorry i haven't been able to spend much time with you people but i still love you all the same hunnies.

=D

1:57 AM; unforgotten.Y